I sit down next to her on the floor. A strange sense of longing comes over me as I watch this girl who is not yet my daughter. She is very small for her age, this child, but confident and determined. Suddenly I am a stranger to this room in the house where I have lived for almost twenty years.
There’s a tendency to romanticize old-fashioned correspondence, now that it seems superfluous to modern life, but as a regular practice, it’s not so much a romantic indulgence as a discipline.
A modest stardom, her opera’s at home: / a yam-ham Pampers rhapsody. / Part shopper, mopper, mad horse / stopper, she tames the yard, / shreds the reams, a poet trapped / at Pharaoh’s hamper.
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I doubt she’ll return / the things she’s taken— / a lipstick, tweezers, a necklace. // I’m not too mad, except maybe in the moment— / when I’m in the shower, leg lathered, reach for the razor / I’d left on the lip of the tub.
When I was four, my mother paid me a nickel to memorize the words to her favorite songs. She spoke fluent jazz and swing long before she married my father, a piano player.
I still have hope for smooth transitions. For futures. But I watch uneasily as the calf plops on the ground.
I spend most of my time with the towering trees that Mamma loved so much.
I thought, why not fake being a wise woman?
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For the mother who rises / in darkness to baby sleep noises / sigh tiny cough exhale little grunt
A modest stardom, her opera's at home: / a yam-ham Pampers rhapsody. / Part shopper, mopper, mad horse / stopper ...
Mama sprinkled sumac on greasy burgers / because fast food smelled like burning tires.
I doubt she'll return / the things she's taken— / a lipstick, tweezers, a necklace.
It took my mother / nine months / to unlearn living, / finally giving in / to the rage of cancers.
I don't think we can run from the past. I'm more interested in running through it. I want to make it my own.
What circumstances would lead a mother to leave her child behind? That was perhaps the more important question I set out to answer in relation to these characters.
The story begins with the angry voice of Manolo and Tala's daughter, Malaya, sketching her mother through the eyes of others: "They whisper that my mother was not one of us, and whatever she was disappeared beneath a pair of wings."