I'm shy of resolutions and their self-defeating magnitude, but with each new year, I return to this quiet intention: to read more books. For most mothers, that's not as simple as it sounds. Work and family and community involvement take up so much of my time that I can only justify entertainment if I'm being somehow productive at the same time: watching Call the Midwife while I fold laundry, listening to The Splendid Table while I cook, enjoying familiar music while I prepare an editor's letter for Literary Mama. I'll read an article on my phone while I eat breakfast, but the time is too brief, distractions too likely, and paper too unwieldy for me to manage a book instead. I have the obligatory stack on my bedside table, but some of those books have been there for ten years because I can't keep my eyes open long enough to read a sentence by the time I get into bed.
It changed my life when, in 2016, I started listening to audiobooks on my phone. I went from reading five, maybe seven books a year to reading more than thirty. This past year, I logged 47 books on Goodreads; that's about 13,600 pages, if I include the first two thirds of East of Eden as well as the novels I reread, aloud, with my youngest son. Since I live at least half an hour from just about everything, most of those pages were turned by somebody else—an author or an actor who read while I drove and listened.
Now that I consume literature aurally, I can afford to read more widely. I can take a chance on a recommendation that doesn't seem like my kind of book, since my reading time is no longer so rare and precious. I can take on a 700-page commitment, knowing that I'll see it through. I can finally get around to classics that I've been meaning to get around to for 25 or 30 years. Time that once felt wasted now feels enriched, and although I don't look forward to days when I have to spend two or more hours in the car, I do look forward to getting back to my book.
I hope that 2020 may be for all of us a year of books—hardbound, paperback, recorded, digital, library, secondhand, gifted, given. We'll keep the recommendations coming.
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