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Mothering the Unknown: A Poetry Roundup Review

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Frost in the Low Areas
by Karen Skolfield
Zone 3 Press, 2013; $14.00

Bone of My Bone
by Nicole Rollender
Blood Pudding Press, 2015; $7.00

Blood Lyrics: Poems
by Katie Ford
Graywolf Press, 2014; $16.00

We're in the car heading home, and my three-year-old daughter Eloise asks, "Mom, what is God?" Another night, just before sleep, she asks, "Mom, will I still be Eloise when I die?" And on another afternoon when we're about to read a story, she asks, "What is time?" All my answers to these probing questions are but feeble guesses. So often in motherhood, we are faced with mysteries so much larger than our capacity to understand, and yet we try to explain these mysteries―death, time, the divine―to our children as best we can. We conjecture; we talk about “what if”; we touch on what we do know and make gestures towards what we don’t.

In three recent poetry collections, three writers also wrestle with and guess at the mysterious and the unknowable in both powerful and provocative ways. And yet like my own answers to Eloise when she asks me impossible questions, these poets also remain speculative.

In Frost in the Low Areas, Karen Skolfield's poetry is often uncertain. In her first poem, she writes, "I don't know a thing about stars," and "I can't remember what's supposed to happen / with the butterfly." This early stance of creating a narrator who is both a bit fuzzy and faulty, combined with Skolfield’s casual diction, sarcasm, and funny thought experiments, wins her readers over. In the opening poem, "Where Babies Come From," her newborn is a star that

perks up, then settles into me, like it belongs.
Everyone else at the party is clustered
by the hors d'oeuvres. "Hey," I say. "Hey.
I should probably give this nice star back."

Here, Skolfield is in essence asking, "what if?", expressing in a breezy way the weird surprise so many new mothers feel: "This new thing isn't quite human or really mine, is it?" And in Skolfield's collection, her poems imagine "what if" again and again. What if knowing the word "homunculus" meant you controlled a little civilization? What if life here on Earth was more like life on a paper mâché planet? What if we take the skeleton in "skeleton key" seriously as a key to unlock the body?

While Skolfield's tone and subjects darken in the middle and last sections of her book, her method includes thought experiments throughout: What if "that sound under the car" is made by some kids she ran over? What if instead of her mother dying, she's "just forgotten / to call for four years" and imagined the funeral? What if adults were like toddlers; what if we humans could envy the effects of head injuries? What if this scar on Skolfield's palm becomes her future?

Knowing through exploration can bring Skolfield's readers to a discomforting brink, but it's far better than "look[ing] the other way," as the mother in the poem "Cherries" who says nothing about her husband's crimes: "She knew / she must have known, that he / had raped at least one niece, / granddaughters, the daughters of visiting / missionaries returned from the field."

Ultimately, Skolfield's poems ask whether we can hold on to anything or anyone. To understand desire and love and what threatens both, a person knows not by holding on but by the letting go necessary to explore and to reconnect. As Skolfield writes, "something forgotten" is not necessarily gone but "may one day / walk out of the woods." And recognizing "how we live in the unlost" means the default condition is to be lost and guessing—but not alone.

Skolfield's default condition provides the impulse for Katie Ford's Blood Lyrics and Nicole Rollender's Bone of My Bone. Both Ford and Rollender struggle to make sense of the great unknown of death. Both draw upon incantation and ritual, calling upon and crying out against God. That said, however, their approaches also slide toward opposite ends of the formal spectrum. Whereas Rollender's poems enact questioning through disjointed, associative leaps, Ford's are clear, measured, and direct. Both approaches are effective.

Nicole Rollender's chapbook, Bone of My Bone, is peopled by the dead. These citizens are but one thread that ties the book together. Rollender also draws from the Benedictine daily cycle of prayers, the Divine Office, for four of her poem's titles, and she repeatedly incorporates in her writing the women who came before her, the body torn or taken apart, and the relics and language of Catholic devotion.

In the title poem, Rollender uses imagery in a mystical, ritualistic way, paying homage to the women who made her. She calls back to "the old world" in which "piss prophets mixed / a woman's lemon urine with wine to discern what / was in the womb," and, later,

I put
the lines that grew on her skin into a bowl, muddy
my fingers in her waxiness and into her dead eye,
unraveling her, seaming her skin, blanching her
bones back to such a shine, like a giant star's last open
into brilliance.

In this devotion to memory, the body isn't sacred; it just provides ingredients for a potion that makes what's greater, that "last open into brilliance."

With this poem, readers see Rollender’s characteristic approach. She makes her thread and then from it leaps and turns. For example, in "Lauds," she writes: "Let the wolves within me say their names. These hands, furrow. / Let asps crawl / into logs. Let this river be saved." Need calls out its incantation and yet does so in a series of images that cause readers to experience need's disorientation. Then, Rollender's poem turns from a position of supplication to a kind of power: "I cry for you, God, who has no / hands or feet on earth anymore." If day starts this way, and this day is life writ large, then humans' lives are struggles to understand life itself―to make meaning.

Throughout, Rollender peels apart the body to probe what we humans are and where we're headed. In "The Preparation of the Body," she writes, "We'd have to break metacarpals and phalanges / to separate your hand from the waves / and the stones." In "Disassembling," she remembers pulling moths apart and asks, "Was there an opening the illumined moth / slipped through? Or, did it sink / to be eaten?"

In the two most powerful poems of the collection, the questions the body poses are dramatized in the experience of premature birth. In "Driving to the Hospital, After My Water Breaks Nine Weeks Early," Rollender writes in couplets that span a gulf of white space, imagining her son dying when he stops moving:

I behold his face                      me to his feet

my forehead pressed               Hold me, Lord
his face as he dies                    his winds shake me

shake me through                    my body doesn't move
while his waters                      shake through me.

In these lines, Rollender dramatizes the terror experienced in the body as a chaotic storm of wind and water but in the mind as a fearful imagining. Her answer is desperate prayer, the largest leap human imagination can make. "Vespers" makes a similar terrible beauty from this experience with Rollender's characteristic leaps and turns, as well as vivid imagery of the body broken.

In contrast to Rollender's leaps and turns, Katie Ford's small, tight poems step with cautious care from one line to the next. In the first section focusing on her premature daughter's uncertain fate, this cautiousness is held in tension with utter desperation, and that makes her poems vibrate. In "Of a Child Early Born," Ford writes, "For the child is born an unbreathing scripture / and her broken authors wait / on one gurney together." In the first line, "the child" isn't even theirs and isn't even a child but "an unbreathing scripture." Readers take in this line and then, in the next one, learn that the parents, too, are not parents but "broken authors" who wait together, as her readers wait at each break, for the poem to dispense its terrible information. Each line delivers a blow by feeding us one image at a time, and each image shifts slightly our understanding of what is happening and its emotional effects.

In the next few lines, again the logic is doled out line-by-line, but Ford alternates between connection and reversal, dramatizing utter helplessness:

And what is prayer from a gurney
but lantern-glow for God or demon
to fly toward the lonely in this deathly hour,
and since I cannot bear to wish on one
but receive the other,
I lie still, play dead, am delivered decree:
our daughter weighs seven hundred dimes,
paperclips, teaspoons of sugar,
this child of grams
for which the good nurse
laid out her studies
as a coin purse
into which our tin wealth clinked,
our daughter spilling almost
to the floor.

Ford alternates between "and" to connect fragments of her experience and "but" to emphasize opposition or reversal. Her use of these conjunctions makes the illogical feel strangely logical, controlled. However, because her prayers seem equally likely to bring "God or demon," the only response is "to lie still, play dead," an ultimate position of helplessness. In Ford's hands in this and other poems, her newborn daughter's slight hold on life seems the makings of a fickle, ancient force that might be called in prayer or supplication or warded off―if only she knew the right spell or ritual.

The terror of this unknown fate tears and wears the speaker down to nothing, and from nothing she rises to praise. However, Ford makes clear it's not "the beautiful / I praise. I praise the human, / gutted and rising." And so she turns to praise that human "gutted and rising" in the second section, considering the hypocrisy of her position as a U.S. citizen during the violence her country wreaks in the Iraq and Afghanistan wars. In "Our Long War," Ford repeats "let" at the beginnings of lines to turn the prayer-spells of the first section into a righteous curse:

If we are at war let the orchards show it,
let the pear and fig fall prior to their time,
let the radios die
and the hounds freeze over their meat,
let the balconies crack their planked backs as we recline,
let the streets of stock and trade split open,
let the horses pulling at the fields
wither beneath us.

After establishing the hardship that should define the lives of citizens whose country is at war, Ford turns to point out how, for Americans in the U.S. like herself, cursed is far from the reality where "our horses ripple their flanks / and the orange grove shakes green in the warm wind it loves" in a land of abundance and ease. The curse, then, is failure to acknowledge the death and destruction that are the real consequences of war. Distance is the most sickening luxury of all.

In "Foreign Song," Ford again uses repetition, though in a smaller space, to enact for us her struggle to come to terms with her country's violence and destruction in war. In the opening "To bomb them, / we mustn't have heard their music," the second line rushes as a complete thought across its own line. Ford ends the poem, though, with her characteristically careful line breaks to achieve a different impact with nearly the same words:

I try to believe in us—
we must not
have heard
their music.

Line breaks force us to read this thought more slowly, emphasizing the words at line ends: "we must not / have heard / their music." This new emphasis itself creates a different music, and in that new music we hear Ford struggling to convince herself how we could kill real people already "under constant death bells / ringing over sleeping cribs and dry wells."

In "From the Nursery," appearing alone in the final section titled "Coda," Ford states directly the argument of her entire collection: "When I looked up from her hospital crib / to see a wider world, could I help it / if I saw a war?" Her experience as a mother of a premature baby whose life swung so uncertainly between life and death radically alters Ford's vision of the world outside the nursery windows. Her vision of a war that before seemed so distant as to be nonexistent is transformed by new motherhood into an uncountable number of threatening and brutal acts that end human lives, acts for which she bears some responsibility.

However, she imagines that some may challenge "that sentimental watershed we call new motherhood" as a basis from which to make and wrestle with moral claims. Ford responds by turning the accusation back on those accusers:

If you wish, call me what the postpartum have long been called:
tired mother, overprotective bear,
open sore,
a body made sensitive
to the scent of fire or fume,
just as your mother would have been
when you were born, you who are alive
to read this now.

It’s a bold move to end by slinging their own mothers to answer those who criticize motherhood as way of knowing. However, this decision speaks to what all three of these collections teach us, their readers.

Motherhood does indeed create many ways of knowing. Skolfield shows readers what we can know through play and exploration "because / it's a new day, isn't it, and anything can happen." Rollender shows readers that we can know through leaps of association and prayer, trying "to catch God / whole" while "the dead finger door knobs / because they can't forget." Ford shows readers that love's intensity can carry us beyond logic and back to know through compassion. And that compassion might be the strongest weapon to fight "each hibernation, / each lightly drugged feather, each stun and lie."

Ultimately, though, these ways of knowing are powerful and beautiful but still guesses. Any poem worth reading brings to bear on the world and human experience a kind of attention whose insights are, in the end, unsummarizable. In answer to questions like my daughter's unanswerable ones, these poems flash more terrible and lovely versions of my own guesses. But it's the asking and guessing that is most important. It's our job―as parents, as humans―to keep wondering and guessing. The power of reading poetry is that it keeps us doing just that.

Farah Marklevits is a poet and helps direct The Reading/Writing Center at Augustana College in Rock Island, IL. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Forklift, Ohio, All We Can Hold, Fifth Wednesday Journal, The Carolina Quarterly, and other places. She has an M.F.A. from Syracuse University and an M.A.T. from University of Chicago. She lives in Iowa with her family.

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